Roberto's story continued
to my table to keep working on me. The taller one meanwhile, throughout the procedure, would try to console me by mentally telling me, in perfect Spanish, that it wouldn't take much longer, asking me to be patient, reassuring me that they were almost done. All these messages were placed directly into my brain. As far as I can remember, none of them ever uttered a single word or sound.
I believe that I ended up blacking out one more time before they were through with whatever there were doing to me.
Two months after having this second flashback recollection, I was able to fully bring back to my mind the very frightening memories of the beginning of my abduction. Only then I became more certain that what I have gone through had probably not being just a dream. At one point during the night, I woke from sleep to find the room dimly lit with a greenish-bluish florescent glow. This room is very small and immediately I saw by the foot of the bed and surrounded by a greenish fog, three, maybe four small beings, grey in color, big almond-shaped eyes and short in stature. The smell in the room was unpleasant with an unidentifiable bad odor but definitely coming from a living being. I believe that I was able to sit up in bed, but I don't recall being able to perform any other movement after that.
In spite of my amazement at what I was seeing, I knew I was not dreaming and that these beings standing next to my bed were real. I remember just repeating to myself over and over, maybe audible but probably just in my mind: They are real, oh god they are real.
I feel that the most frightening part of the whole abduction, even more than being examined, was waking up and finding these creatures standing at the foot of my bed. This flashback, the beginning of the abduction, was the last one to clearly come to my mind and it still frightens me the most.
I don't remember if they prepared me for the trip, but I began to feel very disoriented. I felt a buzzing sensation, like an electric current going through my body. Previously I had felt the same electricity in the room and on the outside of my skin, but now it was inside me as well. Then I remember floating upwards and incredibly being able to go out through the ceiling and roof of my house. I have a very fuzzy memory of seeing, while ascending, some beautiful, colorful lights and not feeling scared anymore. Then my next recollection is being submerged in the warm fluid that I have already written about.
I also have some flashbacks of additional events during the abduction. I do not know if the events I will now refer to happened immediately after the physical examination. My impression is that they did.
Fuzzy memories:
1- I was shown a series of slides. I complained that they were coming too fast but I was told that the speed was right. Apparently, they were not mistaken because, when the show was over, I felt that I had gained a tremendous insight on many issues. I felt as if I had been in a dream my whole life and that just now I was waking up and gaining a clear understanding of the of the world around me. I do not recall the reason or reasons I felt so enlightened after seeing these slides. Above all considering that some of the images shown were just disasters taking place on earth, like volcanoes erupting, earthquakes and big nuclear explosions.
2- In the same room, I was also able to see my whole life projected into images, extremely fast. I had the feeling that everything inside my brain, past memories, sensations, experiences, was also being watched and recorded by some kind of a device linked to me through the chair I was sitting on.
3- I was taken into a small room to meet the hybrids. My memory here is very fuzzy . However, I remember being introduced to a kid who was related to me and apparently the product of the procedures done to me during my physical examination. The boy looked sick, very pale and with thin blue veins all over his face and body. In spite of his sickly appearance and not looking entirely human, I felt immediately a strong connection to him, and I knew as soon as he looked into my eyes that we were closely related, like father and son. We talked for a while, myself doing most of the talking, probably also using telepathy but I not quite sure. When I was finally told that it was time to leave, we both cried with tears. The separation was very difficult.
4- I remember walking in a desert under a strong sun. I felt weird because I was naked. It was some kind of a test or experiment. I was either not understanding the instructions or not paying attention. I felt that they were disappointed with my performance.
Those are all the flashbacks/recollections I have. At the time of the abduction, I was sleeping by myself in our guestroom in order not to disturb my wife who needed to get up early to go to work. After my last recollection of what had happened in that bedroom (the beginning of the abduction) , every little noise during the night would startle me, but now I am starting to feel more relaxed.