Why you need medical help...don't deal with this alone!
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If it's real to YOU, then you have had a traumatic experience. PTSD is a real illness and it can be treated. You don't need a hypnotist to help you recover memories, you need RECOVERY. A therapist or psychiatrist should have the goal of you NOT seeing them - because you get better. A therapist will not laugh at you. Visit the links for information about how you can get your life back.